If you do as I say..

♡

2008-03-29T20:14:15Z

[I feel| Peaceful]
[I'm Jamming to| Hot n Cold by Katy Perry]

Here, have your stupid once a month update people!
Juuuust kidding.

Life life life, it's going a little better than what I re-read in my last post. I stopped talking to the guy I mentioned, and even managed to have a nice sit down about how i've been feelin' with EmJay the last time he was up here. So yes, it's all coming back to me.

I actually quit speaking to the majority of my friends too, just because I've come to find i'm better off. Things never seem to happen to my liking and only do happen when they feel they've got nothing better to do. If that's what friends are then I don't need any enemies. S'long as I got a Ps2, Job, and a loving boyfriend? I'm all set.

Enough about that! I saw something rather disturbing on the news last night that just goes to show they REALLY must be itching for better stories.. it's so bad; I felt like sharing with all of you 8)

Okay so get this, a local man was found near a nearby elementary school having sex with his patio table. Not on it, with it. I don't think my jaw was ever at a drop for that long before in my life. I mean sure, we've all got odd fetishes [2girls1cup anyone?] but.. come on..of all the electional debates occuring and even trouble overseas.. you wanna focus on something like that for local news? Jesus.

Before I forget:

Did I mention I finally bought the first DVD to Wallflower? Totally stoked; so far anyone whose come over i've forced them to watch it. Mwa-ha-ha-ha-ha.

Anyway, that's about all for now kids.

Tune in next time; same journal same person.

Peace!

Say..

2008-01-27T20:16:20Z

Anyone read this anymore? If not I may as well just not bother anymore then. -Nod-

Welp..

2007-07-26T20:33:30Z

Livin in a shelter house now.
Kthxbai.

[[Call me before 11 P.M. 419-241-3206, Just make sure you ask for Becky]]

Just in case you might want to talk sometime

2007-03-04T08:24:58Z

[I feel| Drained]
[I'm Jamming to| One more sad song By All American Rejects]

Got a cell phone now.
I know, it's about damn time.
I leave it up to you out there, if you want the number or not.

Let me know here, or.. i'd prefer it if you just messaged me to ask.
Either way...Me love you long time?

Guess what

2007-02-07T02:46:06Z

[I feel| Amused.]
[I'm listening to | [H]ouse ]

I'm a pretty boy ♥!

Sohoho..

2007-02-04T19:04:59Z

[I feel| Excited.]
[I'm Jamming to| Get Busy By Sean Paul]

Less and less of me is seen, as I continue living were I am.
Not from habit, but I realize that life's not so bad without needing to be behind a computer screen. Sure it's nice, but uneeded. The downfall? No more pretty colored manga works. Not til I fork out 200 to get my own computer. It's not much but, I just moved and still have to pay back the bank, not to mention finally start buying things for me for once.

First off, my room has three windows.
Yeah, three.
So it's just as cold in my room as it feels outside.

Sure we have heat.
Does it actually help my room?

Not in the least.
*Sigh*

I'm not sure what to ramble on about here, I'm planning to buy all of the peach girl manga and the dbz box set coming out with my next check [Oh trust me, I will!]

..With what's left, I'm gonna buy my neice a gift for her birthday; and see where it takes me from there eh? So on that note, that's about all for now. I'm gonna go scrounge up my sisters number, and give her a call. ♥

Oh yea, first time getting drunk this weekend.
I mean, actual vomit enducing drunk.
Good times, good times..

I thought this was funny, so I'd share.

2007-01-29T20:42:50Z

[I feel| Anxious]
[I'm listening to| The keyboard]

So I was watching the one Dane Cook special, for the unteenth time on comedy central. Y'know, the one were he's talking about church and stuff.. and time travel.

Yeah, that one.

Well, when he began rambling about that time travel skit. About, how he'd go back in time right to the point of when his parents were doing it, then smack his dad on the ass and yell, "I'M YOUR SON!! I'M YOU'RE SON FROM THE FUTURE!"

....Why did it make me think of Trunks?

Lmfao.

I don't even know.

Yet, I could SEE it in my mind.

Speak of, "in my mind."
I've got back into DBZ again.

That's about it for now, off to work..
Hooray.

Yatta~!

2007-01-14T04:45:01Z

[I feel| Curious.]
[I'm Jamming to| National Lampoons': Van Wilder]

Re-name tokeeeen!
[Thank you very much Yuka! ♥]
Thanks much to Aine for the idea for the name.
My trials for paint and photo shop went out.
I hear they bind to your I.P. address and you can't re-download 'em...

*Sigh*

Any other options for programs that have layering?
I need to know so I can keep coloring manga images!

Please and thank you.

Just another day

2006-12-23T09:08:20Z

[I feel Nostalgic.]
[I'm Jamming to| Since U been gone By Kelly Clarkson]

Almost four in the morning, why am I still awake?
Went to a sucky party last night [lamesauce.]
Sick of the bank over-charging me, i'm tempted to just not bother banking anymore..

Party?
Not really.

Not unless you count watching Inuyasha movies on Adult Swim back to back a good celebration.

*Shrug*

Re-watched Rocky Horror Picture Show last night.
Good times, good times.

Oh, and Mcdonalds decided to sell Yu-gi-oh GX toys in their kid meals for boys.
Ick.

As if seeing the show plastered all over but at work isn't enough, now I get this?
BLASPHEMY!

Well, go on and leave your happy birthday's for me here.
That was the intention of the post anyway.

Edit!

I read some of Love Celeb today!
...because what's better to do than read humor smut on your birthday?

All I can say is..
Sakuya knowing Gin? Come on now, that's a one in billion shot.

I dislike stories like that.. and the main girls name only makes me think of Inuyasha.

Kirara? *Shakes head*

..I ignore it tho, just call her K in my mind.

Well..

2006-11-30T09:42:41Z

[I feel| Listless.]
[I'm Jamming to| Mizerable By Gackt.]

Thought I ought to put it out there, that i'll be the big 2-1 soon.
Decided to throw the party at home, just to be safe.

I want to buy everyone something here too.
I'm going to work my ass off after this next check so I can.
Question is, what the hell do any of you want?
..Nothing TOO expensive, I aint pullin no Wii's or PS3's out my ass kaye?

I'd like things too, cards.. gifts.. anything.
I more looking for a good cellphone.
One with unlimited minutes, but is still cheap per month.
[Revol seems to be my best bet so far]

I can pay monthly, it's just buying the phone that might be trouble.
So, if you want to send me something; or want me to send you something..

Let me know.

Wish List:

Cellphone
Sailor Stars DVD set
Clothes [I like punky stuff.. nothing too provactive. I wear 14/16 petite[junior] for pants and..shirts are medium sized]
Cards are nice [show me your love?]
Make-up [keep in mind i'm a pale skinned girl..but i love earth-tone]
Flowers and candy
...munnies for booze [lawl]

Anything really, i'd be content.

White And Nerdy

2006-09-27T08:02:16Z

[I feel| Tired]
[I'm Jamming to| Smells like Nirvana By Weird Al.]

Couldn't help it xD

I'm so sick of hearing 'Ridin dirty'
Ahh, now I remember why I love Weird Al.

Ohyea, I need sleep kaye?

Stood and played Step Mania for two hours.. but I just HAD to do the Sailor Stars opening on standard *_*

I'm dying from exhaustion on the inside..

Guess whaaat

2006-09-26T00:22:34Z

[I feel| Full]
[I'm Jamming to| Animal I have become By Three Days Grace]

Be afraid, i'm now contributing to the number one leading cause of obesity in america. That's right, you're looking at a newly employed Mcdonalds worker :D

Moving along, I'm borrowing this meme from a friend.. and here we goooo

Leave a list of fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in-character "letter" from a character on that list. Then they post their own list in their journal and the process continues!

1. Akito Hayama
2. Seiya Kou
3. Kyou Sohma
4. Sakuya Ookuchi
5. Kyouya Ootori
6. ~~Squall Leonhart~~
7. Sesshoumaru
8. Vegeta
9. ~~Son Goku [Saiyuki]~~
10. ~~Tamaki Suoh~~
11. Edward Elric
12. ~~Kairi[Kiley] Okayasu~~
13. Cloud Strife
14. ~~Ranma Saotome~~
15. Kurama
16. Mamoru Chiba [Ugh, I guess --' ]
17. Ichigo Kurosaki
18. Hideki Motosuwa
19. Eiri Yuki
20. Roy Mustang

Geez! Do you know how HARD it was to think of 20? *Sigh* Hopefully someone bothers to do these, i'd like it if someone would. Fun for the whole family, I promise :D

Take a look!

2006-09-21T00:42:12Z

[I feel| Happy]
[I'm listening to| I'm with you By Avril Lavigne.]

For I am indeed some kind of awesome ♥

...

2006-09-09T18:10:02Z

[I feel| Moody.]
[I'm Jamming to| Ms New Booty By Bubba Sparxxx]

JUST BECAUSE MY LAST NAME IS JENKINS DOES NOT MEAN YOU WOW PLAYERS CAN RUN AROUND SPOUTING IT OFF AT THE MOUTH REPLACING MY NAME FOR HIS.

ALSO.

USAGI DIED K?

'NOUGH SAID.

Haruhi winz.

WUBBA YOO TEA EFF?!

2006-09-07T22:11:32Z

[I feel| Displeased.]
[I'm Jamming to| All you wanted By Michelle Branch.]

I was browzing through friends' journals, and came across Stef had an interesting one so I took it and....

What Pink-Haired Anime Girl Are You?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

THAT MAKES ME DISPLEASED! ..and I think Renee's WMP is set on "90's night" >_<

...do any of you even care to read this anymore?

...

2006-05-06T14:51:09Z

[I feel| Scared.]
[I'm jamming to| I constantly thank god for Esteban By Panic! At the disco.]

...Thats the LAST time I voice chat before bed. Serena, I'm SO sorry for laughing at you about the Freddy thing. I gotta say, that dream I had? DEFINATELY fucked up.. Infact? I think I woke up in tears, yeah..my eyes feel all dry now.

I don't remember much, other than...someone in the dream singing that stupid Freddy jingle. Swear to god, it woke me up at 7 this morning,and I was in tears. So, I just kind of..laid there in bed for awhile. I mean, it was too early to wake up right?

All I remember is, in the dream; I was laying in bed and you know how in the movies the kid would get sucked into the bed? Yea, same thing. So automatically I wake up like, freaking out. Worse off? It's been AGES since I last saw the movie right? How would I remember something SO clearly?!?!

...I don't know, I really don't.

Insert something witty here

2006-05-04T21:24:22Z

[I feel| Amused.]
[I'm jamming to| Girl next door By Saving Jane.]

Every kid's dream.

I FINALLY got around to seeing Sailor Stars. Am I slow or what? I'm on 175 right now. I wanted to take a small break to update. I guess the sisters' ex has been threatening her since the break up, and now if I so much as see something suspicious i'm to immediatly call 911.

Today was my first day without needing to wake up early, and I already miss it. However, I found out some potentially good news. On that note? I think I'll atleast go back each day once schools out to visit. I'm not to be back until the 17th, but I miss it so much already.

SCORE!

2006-04-13T23:58:43Z

[I feel| Happy.]
[Music| Objection (Tango) by Shakira]

So, I got the BEST news in the world. I came home today, (after going to the mall alone, which is the most akward feeling in the world. Remember, went to go fill out job applications.) Well, the buses were running a bit slow, so I thought maybe the place had already called to ask for an interview, (I can dream right?) Well as it turns out, the machine had a message on it. Which, it's a good thing she got a new phone or else I'd of never known until a week later but..

June 9th baby, June 9th.

You're looking at the first offical graduate of her family. That's right, I passed my proficency, eight points over average. FINALLY! I mean, I've only taken it so many times now to be able to memorize the answers.. but I passed. That's what's most important.

I don't think I've ever been so happy in my entire life. I was talking to the guy in charge of the school once I called him back. I apparently squealed so loud he had to literally hold the phone from his ear. I mean, so I might of acted to the equivalent that I just won the lottery. It's worth it.

Well, when breaks over I'm going to go back and talk to him. I want to organize some sort of school dance. I hate that just because the school's basically charter we can't have anything nice outside from senior photo's and a breakfast for those of us who're graduating. It might not be a lot, but just a small get together or something to celebrate.. am I right?

Right now, I'm waiting for a friend to come over. Then once my sister comes home I'll be going to her house to hopefully play more Kingdom Hearts 2.

Mmm, beef stew.

A new deadly duo has arrived!

2006-04-04T05:09:22Z

[I feel..| Tired and Loved]
[I'm listening to| Tifa's theme]

Captain Chocobo and Anger-Management Girl at your service!

Saving the world, one Chocobo at a time.

Inquire within for details..

(Please firstly note: Y'see? This is why I love roleplaying. It's so much fun if you do it with the right people. You know, not the ones so obsessed that it's sickening. More so, the ones that can wing it like you do, and just have fun with it.)

This is where You(Yeah, you!) come in, we're looking for more part-time super heros. Think you have what it takes? How about a side kick? You be the judge.

(Hey psst, both names are FF7 related in case you didn't know but..I think it'd be TOTALLY awesome to make a blog or something from this.)

As for me? I'm on the hunt for a Cloti layout and..I lack some serious need of a full 8 hour nap.

Need to go set my clock ahead an hour *Mutters*

Look what I did!

2006-03-14T18:06:18Z

[I feel..| Creative!]
[Music| Through the night // Arimachi Masahiko]

What am I thinking?

2006-03-11T19:39:46Z

[I feel..| Sleepy]
[Music| Rage Beat // Gravitation]

Ever do something, that you really don't want to do? No perks, no nothing. Other than spending time with someone you haven't seen in awhile? For some reason, I didn't feel like being home alone. So, i've decided to go visit with my mother. Guess that opening statement made it sound bad didn't it? Well, I just hope I don't wind up the same way when I'm old and near my 50's. Pretty boring life-style if you really think about it. The whole family lives in the same building like a cluster. On different floors of course, but you can't seem to turn around without running into someone else, literally.

On top of that, I have nothing nice to wear for church. Did I mention the church smells like egg water? I didn't think it was possible, but it's a smell you definately have to adapt with. Wish I had a dollar on me, I hate drinking that water. It tastes worse than the place smells. I guess that's what happens for it being out in the country side. I'll stomach it, so long as it means getting to visit with my mom for the weekend.

Oh, hedgemaster it was nice to finally talk to you yesterday. Shame you had to go, but they'll always be later times right? I might miss FMA tonight. Record it for me? Just kidding, it's okay if I do. I've been cheating as it is by watching it on Adult Swim. I'm only on episode 23 and if I'm right Adult Swim is about an episode away from finishing the series. Imagine how lost I must feel trying to honestly sit still and watch.

Shootin and a-stabbin..Shootin and a-stabbin

2006-03-09T19:00:10Z

[I feel..| Dirty. ]
[Music| Kingdom Heart Chronicles 1.2]

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN..that subject has nothing to do with the entry >_>

I'm hungry now, stupid promo D:!

Click on Kairi in the upper left corner

Click on Sora in the upper left corner

Do it, go on. Do eeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

As for me?

I'm out like a fat kid in dodgeball <3

I'm feeling lazy..

2006-02-20T03:50:06Z

I watched the Cowboy Bebop for the first time today. Yup. Haha, I don't know, but Spike just keeps looking more sexy every time I see him. I could so want to kick his ass, especially if he loves it. >_>

*End fangirl rant*

Hn, no school tommorow. I'm sore from going to Rick's. Reeeeal sore. I forgot how much I like to pretend to think I can dance. Now the pain won't go away, man.. I need a massage.

Oh, my layout went back to Ranma. Since cardiacs loves me that much. I'll still keep the FMA icons though, just because. However, a certain Husband of mine (You know who you are) Didn't show me any love for Valentine's day.

Nor did the lot of you.

*Upset*

I know i'm suppose to do something heroic and bad ass but..

2006-02-07T05:20:11Z

[I feel..| Happy]
[Music| Home Movies // Adult Swim.]

Those poppable pizza things. I mean, that have the poppable crust? Really aren't so great. Had that for dinner tonight and just trying to pry off the pieces of small bites of basically cheese stuffed crust bread, it's something else.

I dyed my hair black again, I'll be getting it cut Wednesday. Once the camera stops being stupid, I'll show all of you a picture or two. How's that?

Oh, and because I laughed so hard. Bean likes it, and so does a lot of everyone else. I thought I'd bring this up again. Since I was the one to get everyone else to want to watch it in the first place.

Click here if your a FF7 Fan, trust me it's worth it.

"Ever since square eee-nix messed with my image? I can only think of angst and antoning for my sins and..and and..nipple clamps"

Haha.

Reno's my hero, well sort of. Lmfao, " You should be more like me Cloud. I care about two things, beer..and boobs"

Typical Typical.

Lmfao, watch out for the silver haired men >_>

Would you believe.

2006-02-06T04:56:35Z

[I feel..| Weird]
[Music| American Woman // Lenny Kravitz]

Even though the movie was made in my genre. Today was the first time I ever saw The Breakfast Club. Yeah, no kidding. It's suppose to be one of those, 'feel good everyone can relate to' films. Yet, all I kept seeing was tributes about it. I was real clueless, but I had to watch it on AMC and it was so obvious were they had to change them cussing it was sickening.

I'm well aware I do have school in the morning, and excuse this rant but I only go for three hours. The work I do there? If I do it. I could more than easily do what's unfinished at home. Don't you just love work on the computer you know can be done elsewhere?

I still want an Akane/Ranma layout.